I’m terrified. I’ve seen a big spider in my living room, between the window and the shutters. So, on the outside. But I’m shaking. For real. I hate being so freaking afraid of spiders. I really have to do something about it, I cannot continue like this………

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Pedro Corá

I know this feeling, I can relax until I am certain that the spider is nowwhere near me!

podiboq

@pcora exactly, but my problem (I’m arachnophobic) is that I freeze and I feel like there are 1000 spiders on every part of my body. And I’m afraid at the point that I’m panicking and looking at all the corners of every room to check there’s nothing there. It’s horrible… Next year I’ll search for someone who does hypnotherapy because I’ve heard it can really work for phobias like this one. Fingers crossed to find someone here where I live.

Pedro Corá

my fear does not go that far. But if I find one inside the house, it needs to either die or be put outside or I can’t relax. I will keep thinking and searching with no rest.

Pedro Corá

@ohBananaJoe 😂 same over here! Mine will protect the kid. It’s mine the job of getting rid of them.

podiboq

@ohBananaJoe I’m a lucky man then. Mine hates them too, but she has the courage to kill them for me 🎉 (I do not have the courage to kill them myself - I really cannot approach them)

podiboq

@pcora My SO is exactly like this. She’s not very afraid of them, but she has to see the thing dead in order to be able to sleep well :)

podiboq

@ohBananaJoe it’s cute but scary 🤣🤣🤣. My brain is laughing and crying at the same time now 😄

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